Why am I doing this?
As you may have read in my, "About Me" section, I am running this marathon in honor of my late mother. She passed away of brain cancer and throughout each day of her struggle, her forward thinking and portrayal of hope blessed my sisters and I with a glimpse of possibility. What we were blissfully unaware of was the pain she had been going through and the honest trials she was silently coping with. Did she really believe she would be getting better each day even though the cancer was slowly taking away all motor function or was it simply to give her observing daughters the impression we needed that it was all just a bad dream? I don't think we will ever know the correct answer to that question, however, what I will always remember is the constant strength she showed in moments of agony, the love she showed when time was ticking and the empowerment she provided even when the outlook wasn't favorable.
My mother was amazing each and every day I can remember and there isn't anything I wouldn't do to show her that her legacy in my heart will always remain. I love you mom and I hope this chance to give back in your memory brings a smile to your face and a beautiful happiness on your birthday xoxo
This is beautiful Laurie - truly beautiful!
ReplyDeleteThanks Brandie. My mom was amazing and I love her very much. I know she will be watching over me as I cross the finish line..singing happy birthday to her :-) I could talk about her all day..but will most likely need many tissues and wine..you game?
ReplyDeleteI can't read that without needing some tissues. Whew... I'm so glad I'll be able to be with you on 11/05. What a big day! We'll be sure to share some wine - but in celebration of all the great memories, accomplishments, and laughter we've shared. Most importantly though, we'll toast to Mom's birthday and to her strength! Wine tastes much better shared over fond times, and Mom would prefer that anyway. :)
ReplyDeleteI completely agree..Cheers to you, mom! <3
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